I am totally in denial right now. I refuse to believe that it has been 6 weeks to the day that Maci came into our lives. I don't want to believe that she has now grown out of her first round of clothing...... I can not justify squeezing her into onesies and jammies that won't button for much longer. I hate to think that I have only 6 more weeks before going back to work, I can't imagine leaving maci for 12 hours straight. I am completely aware that it will be so hard because I need her more than she needs me. I am still shocked at the fact that it is only wednesday and I have done 4 loads of "baby laundry" since monday.... unreal. I refuse to believe that winter is knocking on the door, I keep thinking tomorrow will be sunny and warm enough to take Maci for a jog..... I figure it should at least be above 60 for that to happen. I don't want to believe that daily 1-2 hour trips to the gym are a thing of the past, 6 weeks of recovery and a screaming baby tells me it is all too true. I refuse to believe that my quarter of a century birthday is less than a month away: and yes, I have shed tears over this fact. I swear I am still 21. I am choosing to believe that a daily shower will once again be apart of the routine.
I could go on and on. I am hoping that by writing this and reading it over and over I will finally come to grips with these facts..... if not you'll keep hearing about it till I can.
3 comments:
Its hard to imagine life without her, huh? And almost harder to remember what things were important before she came. Can't believe she is 6 weeks! and that you are almost 25!
I really can't believe it has already been 6 weeks since she was born! Isn't it so crazy how much your life changes when you get a cute little one? There are so many changes but it is hard to think what the purpose of life was before they came huh? This year I can't wait for winter because that just means our little girlie is almost here...YAYA!!! Hope your doing good!
This is Melissa's sister, Ginny, and I was just blog lurking (love your blog, btw) and just had to say that a daily shower is, in fact, an attainable thing!! ;-) OK...at least most days! You may not believe me now, but don't give up!! She is beautiful!!!! Good work mamma!!
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